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Tuesday, September 23, 2008

today ate breakfast wif regene. then duno owaz y everytime after eat breakfast i'll get realy heart ache, really lik so heart-brokened. then owaz ps me cause of her own selfish reasons. haix... then 4get it. cause owaz lik tt, used 2 it le. then today damn slack... almost all lessons sleepin. lik time really fly very fast. durin f&n lesson, nv do hw, then kenna punish, but no kick e lorx.
but then after tt was lower sec recess, then sianx diaox. saw kailing along e way up 2 my class. this time really 1st time ever we face each other. we jus c each other but then didnt bother each other but gave each other a black n emo face. i really duno wat she want, can?! sms her nv reply, call her nv ans, she's lik givin me hell can?! god, plx tell me wat 2 do... i really cant take it le. i seriously don lik e relationship i have wif her nw... sufferin lik shit. argh!!! her b'day comin soon le... i really wana her happy n hav a gd relationship wif her. i'm cryin lik shit nw!!! so stress in sch stuffs n personal stuffs!!! T.T !!! i kind of hate gurls nw. every gurl jus lik tt break my heart. includin my mom oso. today quarrel wif her s she slapped my face 4 e reason of not revisin at home jus nw but watchin tv. i today got study can?! then workout a little while n slept at home, woke up not long ago lorx. T.T gurls out there! i hate u 4 ur 2sided face!!! T.T
my heart really numb le.
i don think any gurls will lik me nw. i will hurt other ppl or hurt myself. it'll b very hard 4 me 2 get into another relationship. i may seem very happy, a stupid joker, but nobody really noes or uds wat my mind is thinking n my feelins...
i really look lik a corpse today. really feel lik smoking but i no i shouldnt do tt. i wanna feel high n 4get everything. i nd another method to relieve myself...
oso quarreled wif regene n it's almost everyday. hate her 4 lying n her pettiness...

hatred beneath my heart,
-numbed-joel-

with loves, 9:28 PM




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