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Thursday, May 14, 2009

stupid man... hate today. tot tt we wont quarrel, but eventually, we did it again. tks 4 everything!!! i really don uds why so stubborn, jus ask u giv me sth which is so small but yet so significant n u jus rejected me. wat's this?? n u promised me sth, but u broke it again. n u stil got the face to tell me not to get disappointed n i'm even more disappointed nw. u very very gd man... owaz lik to spoil the day of every mth. hope tt wont meet u tdy then all the things tt had been imagining in my head will not happen n i don want to. hate this feeling! why do i owaz feel hatred but not lov?? n its especially to someone. i seriously do not want this to happen. i ady told u everything of wat i feel and from bottom of my heart but then i think u forgot ady rite? still can ignore me. u gd la... don think u need me ady... can go find someone else. i don mind. u owaz lik to avoid things. don blame me if i do sth which breaks u down. i gave everything ady, but u? alot ppl tell me don care bout u le but then i peresevered. in the end i was wrong. u can giv me, not tt u cant, or not tt its inconvenient, or not tt is impossible, it's jus tt u DO NOT WANT! if everybody based on feelings and live wif life, then i oso live wif it, there's no such thing called relationship anymore. i tried to uds u, but did u? why cant u even giv me e most basic support i need? so freaking emo n i don wish to. nvm la. forget it lorx. i'll wait and see on how u'll take the steps to mediate the whole thing. i tried ady. too tired to continue. if u don do anything, i don see the reason to really continue on anymore. really feel lik giving up. read my blog so wat? did u even bother to do anything or not? mayb i see a little, but really not enof n u can do btr. jus giv ur bloody best la...
anyways, hope u hav a happy 4th mth... i dunno whether i'll be happy or not. not lik i care but ya... jus think b4 u doing anything lorx.

btw, chatted wif K n XY this morning... i was wondering wat happen to K. since ytd til this morning, i somehow can feel the wierdness feeling inside my heart n it's so uncomfortable. K, i'm so worried bout u noe? i noe may not see my blog, i don care much but then jus cant help thinkin bout u n worrying bout u. XY, e rest depends on u le... hope both of u are doing well in ur 2 papers tdy. JYJY!!! XD

nw stuck at sch com lab doin f&n coursework. then going to stay back in sch from lik morniing till 9pm at nite. haix... hell is here real soon. so bloody stress wif everything but no one uds me. mayb i'm ganna live my own life. really damn disappointed in u...

with loves, 10:16 AM




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